Chapter 3 - Twenty-Three RecordingsThe following morning, I woke beside Ryan at 6:42 and pretended my life had not ended twice in eight days.

She snatched the black phone from my hand, powered it off, and shoved it beneath the loose lining of Claire's old sofa.
“Don't move,” she whispered.
My heartbeat hammered against my ribs.
“Alice?”
Ryan's voice floated up from the hallway.
He was already inside the building.
There were three apartments on Claire's floor, and the old brownstone had no elevator. Anyone approaching had to climb the narrow wooden staircase.
Every step announced itself.
Creak.
Pause.
Creak.
“He has a key?” Jenna mouthed.
I shook my head.
At least, I didn't think he did.
Ryan had visited Claire's apartment only twice.
Both visits had ended badly.
The first time, Claire barely spoke to him.
The second, she asked him to leave after catching him opening a drawer in her kitchen.
Ryan claimed he had been looking for a bottle opener.
Claire told me afterward that nobody searched for bottle openers inside a drawer containing tax documents.
At the time, I'd laughed.
Now I wasn't laughing.
Jenna squeezed my wrist.
“Act normal.”
“How?”
“Lie.”
The word had barely left her mouth when Ryan knocked.
“Alice?”
I forced myself to walk toward the door.
Opening it required more courage than walking down the church aisle had required eight days earlier.
Ryan stood there wearing jeans and a dark jacket.
He looked exhausted.
Concerned.
Perfect.
For one awful moment, I wanted to collapse into him.
I wanted Claire's message to be a paranoid misunderstanding.
I wanted my husband to hold me and explain everything away.
Then I remembered the recording.
He followed me from the church.
“Why didn't you answer?” Ryan asked.
“I left my phone in the kitchen.”
His eyes passed over my shoulder.
He saw Jenna.
Something changed in his expression.
Only for half a second.
But I saw it.
“Jenna.”
“Ryan.”
Neither smiled.
Ryan stepped inside.
“You two going through Claire's things?”
“Yes,” I said.
“What things?”
The question came too quickly.
I stared at him.
“What do you mean?”
He recovered immediately.
“I mean clothes? Photos? Documents? I know dealing with someone's belongings after they die can be horrible.”
There it was again.
Documents.
Why had that been one of the first things he mentioned?
Jenna walked toward Claire's bedroom.
“We're mostly sorting clothes.”
Ryan's gaze followed her.
Then returned to me.
“Ready to go home?”
I nodded.
I hadn't thought of our house as dangerous until that moment.
Now the idea of sleeping beside him made my skin crawl.
Still, Claire's note had been explicit.
Do not confront Ryan.
So I kissed his cheek.
“Give me five minutes.”
While Ryan waited in the living room, I went to the bathroom.
Jenna followed.
I turned on the faucet to cover our voices.
“The phone stays here,” she whispered.
“No. I need it.”
“He'll search you.”
“He's never searched me before.”
“He's never had a reason.”
She was right.
We compromised.
Jenna removed the SIM card and slid it into the seam of my purse.
The phone remained hidden inside Claire's sofa.
“If he asks why you're upset?” Jenna said.
“My sister died.”
Jenna's face tightened.
Neither of us needed to fake that part.
Ryan drove me home.
He kept one hand on the steering wheel and the other resting gently on my knee.
For the first fifteen minutes, neither of us spoke.
Then he asked, “Did Claire ever tell Jenna why she hated me?”
I turned toward the window.
“No.”
“You sure?”
“Yes.”
He rubbed his thumb across my knee.
“I know you're grieving, but you can't let Claire poison our marriage from the grave.”
My breath caught.
Why would he say that?
Had he seen the note?
I forced myself to look confused.
“What does that mean?”
Ryan sighed.
“Nothing. Sorry. Bad choice of words.”
We reached our house after dark.
It had been Ryan's before we met—a modern gray home overlooking a wooded ravine outside Hartford.
I had always loved its privacy.
That night, privacy felt different.
There were no close neighbors.
No streetlights beyond the driveway.
Nobody to hear me scream.
Ryan poured me wine.
I pretended to drink.
At ten thirty, he went upstairs to shower.
I stayed in the kitchen.
Then I noticed his briefcase beside the dining table.
Ryan had told me countless times never to touch it because it contained confidential client information.
He worked in corporate risk management.
At least that was what I believed.
The shower continued running.
I crouched beside the briefcase.
Locked.
Four-digit combination.
I tried his birthday.
Nothing.
Our wedding date.
Nothing.
Then Claire's birthday.
Click.
I froze.
The latches opened.
Inside were folders, a laptop, and several envelopes.
The first folder contained insurance documents.
The second contained property records.
The third stopped my heart.
On the tab, handwritten in black ink, were two words.
ALICE MONROE.
I opened it.
Photographs slid onto the floor.
Pictures of me.
Before Ryan and I had supposedly met.
One showed me leaving the hospital where I worked.
Another showed me jogging through Riverside Park.
Another showed me having lunch with Claire.
Dates were stamped in the corners.
The earliest photograph had been taken eleven months before Ryan introduced himself to me at a charity gala.
I heard the shower stop upstairs.
I stuffed everything back into the folder.
Then something beneath the photographs caught my eye.
A photocopy of my father's will.
Attached to it was a handwritten note:
Alice controls Monroe Trust after marriage. Estimated value: $18.4M.
My blood went cold.
The Monroe Trust was private.
Even Ryan didn't know its true value.
My parents had created it after selling their medical-equipment company. Claire and I were co-beneficiaries, but because Claire never married, certain controlling rights were scheduled to transfer when either sister married or turned forty.
I had signed documents two days before my wedding without reading every page.
Ryan had said they were estate-planning forms.
Footsteps sounded upstairs.
I closed the briefcase.
One latch refused to catch.
I pressed harder.
Finally—
Click.
Ryan entered the kitchen.
His hair was wet.
He was shirtless.
For the first time since meeting him, I looked at the man I had married and saw a stranger.
“What are you doing?” he asked.
I straightened.
“Getting water.”
His gaze dropped toward the briefcase.
Then back to my face.
He smiled.
“Come upstairs.”
That night, I lay beside him pretending to sleep until his breathing became slow.
At 2:14 a.m., his phone lit up on the nightstand.
A message appeared on the locked screen.
No name.
Only a number.
Did she find the phone?
Ryan stirred.
I closed my eyes.
He picked up his phone.
Typed something.
Then left the bedroom.
I waited twenty seconds before following.
He stood downstairs in his office, speaking quietly.
I crouched behind the landing.
“She doesn't know anything,” he said.
Pause.
“No. Claire didn't get the chance.”
Another pause.
Then Ryan's voice hardened.
“I told you the car should have burned.”
My knees nearly gave way.
He continued.
“But it doesn't matter now. Claire's dead.”
Silence.
“Focus on Alice.”
I covered my mouth with one hand.
“The trust transfer still goes through at the end of the month.”
Another pause.
Then Ryan laughed quietly.
“No. She won't be a problem.”
I crept back upstairs before he finished.
And while my husband discussed what sounded like my future in the room below me, I finally understood why Claire had spent the last weeks of her life trying to make me listen.
Ryan hadn't fallen in love with me.
May you like
He had selected me.
And my sister had died because she discovered why.
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